I’ve been in love with one person since November of 2010. We weren’t perfect. We had arguments, and faced many challenges a lot of relationships don’t have to deal with but it was worth it. I wouldn’t trade a second of the time I spent with Brandon for anything in this world. Nothing. Brandon’s a beautiful person inside and out. I was lucky to have someone like him love me for so long. I fucked things up between us cause I was dumb and naive. After my father died, I lost connections with everyone I was close to. Brandon & I were of course effected the worst by the aftermath of my father’s passing because we were the closest. Like sooo close. I miss it. And I know my daddy’s mad at me, he liked Brandon. When they say, “you don’t realize what you have til it’s gone”… it’s true. Don’t ever doubt it. All those cheesy quotes about not leaving someone you love for who you like, don’t trade love for lust, etc… they’re all true. So, listen. Love has no age limits. You don’t get to decide when you meet the love of your life. I didn’t believe in love, marriage, any of that before I met Brandon. He opened my eyes to so much that I wasn’t even ready for. But I was fortunate. Extremely fortunate to have someone as patient, intellectual, and open-minded as Brandon. I can honestly say I’ll never meet a soul like him. He can’t be replaced in my heart. And now that we’re not together because of me.. It’s just an empty space. That will never be filled. And I can’t blame anyone but myself. Don’t end up like me. When you love someone, and you know it’s real, never let go. Ever. Love doesn’t have to be blind, just keep your eyes open. Appreciate what you have. Know how to make sacrifices and compromises. Embrace their flaws. Most importantly, let them know. Let them know how special and important they are to you. Let them know you love them. Real love is worth it all. His love was worth it all. Still is.
